dont ask why i have called this post "the journey so far.." cause i honestly dont have a clue lol. its not really that relevant...well i guess it kind of is...but it kind of isnt...anyways, make your own mind up : P
okay. so alot (and i mean alot) has happened since my last post! let me see...oh i went to autumn soul and it was amazing : ) and i got my AS hoodie and it is also amazing but not as amazing as autumn soul itself...i saw my richhill friends again (whom i really really miss) and i saw ruth and timmy (it was weird not having ben and eliz there too though) and i saw pete ferg and sir stephen and a whole bunch of other weirdos. seriously though it was class.
emm...God taught me alot of personal stuff...He taught me about myself and how i needa fix myself and allow His fire to totally refine me...He gave me the most amazing picture ever (!)...and He told me that i have to stay single (for now anyways) no matter what amazing guy i stumble across. actually, ive been thinking alot about the single life. tbh, i dont think God designed me to be in a relationship with someone. like, it would be a complete nightmare living with me lol. i love really loud music all the time (with loads of bass (bass is best after all)), and i love to make music really late at night and i am quite untidy and i lose things (alot) and i just dont know what to say when people are sad. i just kinda sit there with them, lost for words, i always forget things and have a subscription to the readers digest (oh the shame!), but seriously though, if God told me i were to be single for the rest of my life, i dont think i would mind. i like my own company, im happy in my own company, im happy when its just me and God, the daughter with the Dad. in fact, when im alone worshipping, i just feel so free...some of the best times in my life ever have happened when i was alone. but i think im too young to be thinking so far ahead..thats what i get told anyway lol.
theres the biggest pile of crud happening in my church right now. ill not go into detail, but it is worse than it has EVER been before. so, please pray for us, but pray for people living in poverty more...they are the ones who really need the prayer.
its 11:50, wayyyy past my bedtime lol. i honestly couldnt be botheres typing anymore...i might head to bed and read for a bit.
adios
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