yano what..

i am so happy. happyhappyhappy

ive got my family and friends..

ive got meganface who loves to talk to me about silly things and about God things and we're going on holiday together on friday and i'm just so excited :) time to get away from everything and just relax. im gona forget about my exams and coursework and everything i have to do for that week and just lie in the sun...hopefully getting a tan :)

the easter holidays are fast approaching and although i have a load of coursework to do when i get back from my wee holiday with meganface, im still gonna enjoy myself as much as possible. time off school to do nothing is the best time ever and im gonna use it the best i can :)

ahh okay thats my happy rant over lol, it was fun :) 

a prayer rooted in frustration

i'm sick of a christianity that requires some form of coolness

i'm sick of a christianity that changes itself to fit in with society

i'm sick of a christianity that has little cliques and best friends and favourites

i'm sick of a christianity that does everything for itself and nothing for others

i'm sick of a christianity that won't let anybody else in.

God, change us.

Move us away from our mediocre pharisee tendencies and towards

pure

holy

clear

love.

make us the biggest freaks on the planet. 

don't ever let us comfortably fit in.

give us a love that longs for equality.

let us never think of ourselves. 

let us put the needs of others before ourselves - minus the bitterness.

let us be the ones that see the gates of heaven open wide - that ALL may go in.