first thing on my mind is...never ever ever treat someone who works in a wee shop or in a wee restaurant or cafe or something like a piece of dirt. some guy rang me up tonight and i tried to explain what went wrong but he wouldnt let me get a word in edgeways cause he was shouting over everything i tried to say. then he called me a stupid f***ing female dog and slammed down the phone. i know he was probably taking out the anger he had at something else out on me cause im a kind of easy target, but still, theres no need for stuff like that. its just horrible. rant number one over.
rant number two...well it isnt really a rant i guess...it has the potential to be a rant but i dont want to give satan the glory. since i got this calling thing from God, it seems like everything has just turned topsy turvy...but im gonna continue walking hand in hand with my Jesus, laughing with him at the fact that satan thinks he can win...loser...
wow im tired...might hit the sack.
whoever reads this, could you do me a wee favour? my grandma is going into hospital on monday to get a hip replacement on tuesday...so could you pray for the doctors and nurses and that my grandma will come through the op and that it will be a success? thankyou...God bless
Friday, 15 February 2008
Wednesday, 13 February 2008
calling
Do you ever feel like you're being called to higher places?
i feel like that right now, and jeepers, i'm terrified :s
God placed this real heavy burden on my heart, every time i think about it it makes me want to weep. I have spent the past couple of days testing whether it was of Him or not, and i got it confirmed time and time again that it is a total God thing.
I know God is bigger than anything and that He can do anything and that i can do anything through Him, but i'm only human and it still seems pretty daunting :s at least i know for sure that i have the creator of the universe by my side.
before i go into this though theres lots of things i need to sort out like forgiving people, and other stuff that i just need to lay down at the foot of the cross. i need God to heal the hurt from the past. that isn't going to go away in a day or a week or a month. that healing process is gonna take a while, but i think i'm ready to do it. in the book im reading it says that stuff like bitterness and anger etc can hold us back from completing tasks God gives us. well i dont want anything to hold me back. so im gonna try and do whatever it takes to get rid of this hurt and anger and bitterness inside of me. God wants me to do this, so im gonna do my very best for Him. even if it hurts.
it probably will...
i feel like that right now, and jeepers, i'm terrified :s
God placed this real heavy burden on my heart, every time i think about it it makes me want to weep. I have spent the past couple of days testing whether it was of Him or not, and i got it confirmed time and time again that it is a total God thing.
I know God is bigger than anything and that He can do anything and that i can do anything through Him, but i'm only human and it still seems pretty daunting :s at least i know for sure that i have the creator of the universe by my side.
before i go into this though theres lots of things i need to sort out like forgiving people, and other stuff that i just need to lay down at the foot of the cross. i need God to heal the hurt from the past. that isn't going to go away in a day or a week or a month. that healing process is gonna take a while, but i think i'm ready to do it. in the book im reading it says that stuff like bitterness and anger etc can hold us back from completing tasks God gives us. well i dont want anything to hold me back. so im gonna try and do whatever it takes to get rid of this hurt and anger and bitterness inside of me. God wants me to do this, so im gonna do my very best for Him. even if it hurts.
it probably will...
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