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my posts have such stupid names...

anyways,

today was awesome. totally awesome! God taught me alot. alotalotalot...and He is just ammmmmazing...

i keep asking myself what life would be like without Him...and seriously i cant imagine how crap it would be. what would i be living for? nothing...or something pretty dumb anyways.

the past wee while has been awful, its just seemed like attack after attack after attack. but another thing that ive been thinking of is fire. fire refines, but in order to refine, it has to burn the metal and melt all the crap off...its like God with us. thats what He does with us. so amidst all the burning and hurting...God has been there, working out His purposes...just like He said He would. funny thing is, after all the crap, i actually feel a little refined. theres a long way to go yet, but its all one step at a time i guess!

God is about to really really really burst into peoples lives right now..i dont know whether to be terrified or overjoyed...

think ill go for overjoyed! :p