School is a funny sort of place...its both good and bad. I guess though, im struggling to see the good.
Like, i know God wants me there to study and get good grades so that doors will be opened and stuff..but school is so lonely. Its lonely in a friends sort of way (well, that might be a God thing but yeah, just dont ask lol) and i dont know whether to be happy or sad about that tbh. I mean, perhaps God wants me to make new mates and get them involved with Him..but thats hard for me : ( im a kinda shy person...well not shy, just quite quiet thats all. Maybe God wants me to help lonely people in school, or maybe He wants me to spend the time i would have spent with my mates with Him instead...hmm its all a bit confusing. Still, ill ask Him whats going on lol. Im pretty sure He will fill me in.
Im going to see colin tonight! cant wait to see what hes gonna say about the prayer week. ive got loads of ideas for it...getting the church involved in the bigger issues is so great. and it aint just an optional extra with being a christian. its part of our duty! a huge part!
oh heres the link btw, just incase you want to see it...but sure, no one ever reads this anyway lol
http://www.bepartofamiracle.org.uk/Prayer+week
so yeah, ill do another post when i get home from the wee meeting : ) yeooooo
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